Zelda

Today was a good day. I was with my friends after school and we played Zelda; The twilight princess! I really love the game. I'm maybe playing it again tomorrow!
I'm supposed to talk to my "savior" tomorrow, but I don't know if it will happen. No reason that is worth saying without exposing who "savoir" is. If i'm not talking to "savior", witch is now the new nickname, then I'm going to play Zelda again! I'm totaly going to play it in the weekend to!

This week, even though its not been that long yet, has been a good week. Its my dad's week. And thanks to my "savior" I'm not as angry at him as I was before. I have kinda blamed him for the divorce, but I understand he's happier now! We have alot of fun! And I really love my dad! Even though he can be REALLY irretating and ego sometimes, I wouldn't trade him for the world!

The voice inside my head is now almost gone, again thanks to my "savior"! Sometimes it gets loose and yells angry and depressing stuff into my mind, but then I calm down, and imagine savoirs voice telling me to imagine the voice as a litle fluffy, baby-pink pea, with a tiny voice. So it helps, but I still have these moments, where I get really depressed, and everything around me is wrong, and I get sad and feel lonly. I think I'm going to talk to savior about this the next time we find the time to talk.

I'm working really hard at school. My teacher told me I've improved and the fact that I've been working ALOT is showing! I'm really prowd!
And! Best of all!! I've lost 3 kilos! 3 KILOS! I go to the gym alot. Last week and the week before that I worked out 5 day a week, but then my mom said that I wasn't allowed to do that, because she worries about my knees and back. So now I work out 3 days a week. And I like it. When I work out I listen to music and just think. Its a really good way to get a grip of things!

Good night! <3