2010 now. I've made it this far. I'm prowd of myself. I really hope this is going to be a good year. Even though it did not start no good. First x-mas and new year of the divorce. Fun, fun, fun! I cried on x-maseve. And guess what, aloms everyday after that. New years 'eve var fun! I was with my friends. And had so much fun! I could forget everything for just sec. And I want to thank the people that were there, because, they really help me getting trough the day. Thank you for beeing you, guys! <3
At the end of the year, I had a really hard time. I still have. But I've found my savior. I've gotten help. I wont say who it is or were I know the person from, but I know I don't regret a second on going to the person. I feel safe when I talk to the person. And I think talking with the person can really help me. I've talked with the person a few times now. And the next time we're going to do this meditation exercise. We're taking the voice in my head and putting it down in my big-toe! Its funny to think about, but I was warned! :)
I'm living in Knarvik now. Its okay. But quite lonly. I have nobody out here. On Myking I had alot of people. Here I have only a few. But it's okay, since I'll soon be going to high school. Its sad thinking about that I'm soon to be finish at LUS. I become really sad everytime I think about it. I love my class. And I just want to take everybody in my class and just send us back in time, just to be able to spend more time with them.
I'm fine. But sometimes I get this thoughts. I get really depressed. It just sucks.
But enough about me. How your new year? :D
fredag, januar 15, 2010
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